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I thought that I would give yall an update on what is going on and share a few thoughts. First let me update. My little one is still getting treated by the dr but all seems to be starting to look up. The meds and counseling have seemed to start making progress anyway. She seems a bit happier and has begun to talk about the future again. She was moved to a new place yesterday closer to home and with a school on site. It is for extended care but is set up more like a very safe boarding school that we can visit than a hospital. They are even going to let us bring her some things from home like pillow and blanket and her brushes things that seem unimportant until they take them away. As she improves we will be able take her out for a bit to get ice-cream or the park and then either stay overnight there or bring her home for the day. This is one of the hardest things I have ever done but it is for her and she is getting the help she needs. Depression is not something to take lightly and she has to get the tools to deal with it now. I would rather miss my baby girl now for a little bit than ignore it and lose her all together.
Now on to my thoughts. I as you can probably imagine have not slept much in the last couple of months. This has led me to do a few things. I have read more books in the last month than one might believe I have realized there are only about 10 shows total that come on TV that don’t suck and I have had a lot of time to think about life where I am and what not. Many nights I find myself online and will almost always end up here. I do not always post as I do not always have anything useful to ad I am a relative newbie to building and have precious little to give in the way of tech knowledge so after reading and learning what I can I head over to oddz and endz for a bit of witty banter which brings me to my point. I have been involved in this two wheeled thing for years been around clubs and riding groups of all descriptions from the outlaw all the way down and I have never seen guys care as much as I do here. Sure we give each other a hard time… Rake I am looking at you lol… but when the chips are down we have each other’s back if you look at the people we have lost like sas and mike we never forget them we help their families we take care of our own. What yall have done for me is above and beyond I can’t help but feel that way as cards roll in for my little girl. I have people in my life that I have known for 20 years that know what is happening that have hardly called or haven’t at all but not a day goes by that I don’t get a pm or call or text from someone here that says are you ok brother how is your little girl. It feels me with such pride to be a little part of that support system. So let me say I am sorry I rambled on but it has been on my mind awhile now and I felt like I needed to say it. And from the bottom my heart thank you all for your support while my family gets past this.

