V - Email when-ever you feel like. My EMail is in my Bio. I know exactly what you're saying. When I got out of the Army, I thought I'd be able to get in job with in 6 months. Had a wife and 3 kids, kids all under 3 yrs old. In fact, the TWINS were only 3 months old. BUT... it took 13 months. Ending up having to live with my Grandmother for awhile. And even having to go on Welfare for a few months. THAT really hurt a old Hillbilly like me from the Hills of Southern WVa. But the kids had to eat. So did the wife. No shame in doing what needs to be done to feed your family. I also sold my 72 Dodge Charger, the only car I had at the time, because I needed the money. When I first started working at the PO, I took a city bus to work and back. Got as bad that even once I started working, I went with-out lunch so there'd be enough at the house for the family to eat. My Grandmother sat me down and told me straight up once, "Boy, your young ones can't eat Pride!" Don't ever let "YOUR" feeling about things stop you from putting the FAMILY first. In fact, even after I started working at the PO, things there were so bad Management wise, that I seriously wanted to quit. But all you can do is keep trying. Now, 34 yrs later, I'm in a position to Retire at equal to $21.00 a hour. It was worth fighting the good fight. Last Nov, I can closer than I wanted to to "biting the big one". Heart Rate went to 170+, and wouldn't slow down. Medical Bills the last 5 yrs have taken all my "Life Savings" the last 34 yrs. My whole point being, NEVER feel like you're all alone. You're not. Hang in there. My cell # is also in my Bio. Be glad to talk with you anytime.

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