Well we had a lil good news from the vet today, max's blood work came back looking pretty good, and we can move forward with the other test to see just how extensive this thing is, I guess the Vet heard something in my voice when we talked, and told me not to get my hopes up to high, but ya know something FUCK THAT, I'm gona hope just as hard as I can,I'm going to pray as hard as I can, I'm not ready to give up on this big lug yet, if I can give him some more time and he'll be comfortable, thats what i'm going to do, Max has had my back for 9 yrs the least I can do is fight for him with everything I have.  Guys thanks so much for  you comments, well wishes, and letting me in on your own private stories, It really means a LOT, I knew if I was to get some understanding it would be here. Someone said to me "It's just a dog" I told him if he really believed that he was a fuckin moron, say it twice and you'll be an ass kicked moron. We start his test late next week, I'll let you know how we make out.           Thanks again I really love you guys

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