I know the feeling brother.........I seem to not know how to say no when it comes to helping out other people. it hasn't put much in my familys saving account but it has helped my soul........sometimes money is good though.....and I'm glad to be back to work though thank God for that!....wasn't sure if we were going to lose it all but we're good again for now...... Your doing the right thing though man you'll realize it soon enough.