i think you feel like i have for years but i am one of the poor guys around here.i use to teach karate.did it for over 15 years and never made a profit.i would just let kids come for free that i knew could not really afford it and i had a class full of them.but the mom and dad's of the kids payed me with a very big (thank you) and i felt good helping the kids.nothing can replace a smile from a happy kid or any human that you know you have helped all you can.money cant buy it and you cant sale it.do what ya can do but don't do with out.