Grinder my bud.. I am sooo very sorry man ..
I've been there and then I"ve lost both of my parents..
I know what you're going through my friend..
Prayers and best wishes for that nasty pain to subside an all to go well...
Keep the faith man..

Build it the way you want it ..... then learn how to ride it like you own it..
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